Dialogue 224 Barometer of sewer rat human (9) Do you self-identify with �gthe world of life�h? If so, you are real sewer rat human. �gThe world of life�h is �gthe world without self�h and �gthe world of motion picture�h and �gthe world of dream�h. We human beings believe that we live in the world of so called reality which is developed in front of us. It shows we self-identify with �gthe world of life�h. However, we can realize every morning that we didn�ft play in the world of dream and only watcher when we wake up from dream watching in the sleeping mid-night like �gOh! That was not reality but just dream!�h It shows that we didn�ft play but just watch because of movie. And to make matter worse, We never doubt that �gIt is dream, isn�ft it?�h when we are seeing the movie called dream. Dream has been finished and we wake up once we doubt that �gIt is dream, isn�ft it?�h On the other hand, We have quite often doubted that �gIt is dream, isn�ft it?�h in the world of so called reality which is developed in front of us. We have quite often preyed unconsciously that �gIt is dream, isn�ft it?�h or �gIt should be dream, shouldn�ft it?�h or �gOh! My god! Please help me!�h when serious problem attack us. How does this difference happen? As a matter of fact, it shows that the world of dream is more real than the world of so called reality which is developed in front of us. In another expression, It shows that we don�ft live in world of so called reality which is developed in front of us. In more another expression, It shows that �gthe world of life�h in where we believe (self-identify) to live is �gthe world without self�h. From this view point, we human beings are all sewer rat humans after all. However, we can also be aware that �gThat reality (dream) was just a dream�h when we wake up in every morning. It can give us a clue that we shall be able to be aware that �gThat reality (dream) was just a dream�h when we enter into �gthe world of death�h even if we self-identify with �gthe world of life�h. Simply saying, We shall be able to be aware that �gMy life for 80 years was just a dream�h once we die. We can be aware because we human beings have �gthinking (concept) of death�h that �gwe shall surely die someday�h. We can move into �gunderstanding of death�h from �gthinking (concept) of death�h on that moment. �gUnderstanding of death�h is to understand that we don�ft live in �gthe world of life�h but in �gthe world of death�h because we know that we self-identify with �gthe world of life�h. We can live up a life perfectly by �gunderstanding of death�h that we don�ft live in �gthe world of life�h but in �gthe world of death�h. In another expression, We can live up at �gnow & here�h. We shall surely repent our life because we all live deferred life and realize in facing death. This is the reason why we fear of death. We can accept the fact of death and be fearless of death if we live up a life perfectly because we don�ft have any repentance. Paradoxically saying, We can not live up a life perfectly if we fear of death. We can live up a life perfectly if we don�ft fear of death. From this point of view, we human beings are all sewer rat humans but have potentiality to become true human beings.

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