Dialogue 249 Schizophrenic sewer rat It is �gthinking (concept) of death�h that �gI shall surely die someday�h. It is �gthinking (concept) of alive/dead�h that �galive is virtue and dead is evil�h. These �gworlds of thinking (concept)�h is filled with self-contradiction. We human beings who believe in self-contradictory thinking (concept) are never real human but sewer rat fake humans after all. It is schizophrenic life to divide into real intention and principle without 100 % real intention. To live with anxiety, agony and finally fear of death is nothing but to live schizophrenic life dividing into real intention and principle. To live with discrimination, unfair and wars is nothing but to live schizophrenic life dividing into real intention and principle. However we are never aware that the thinking (concept) such as �gI shall surely die someday�h is imperfect and self-contradictory. However we are never aware that the thinking (concept) such as �gsurely someday�h is imperfect and self-contradictory. �gSurely�h is confirmed. �gSomeday�h is not confirmed. Confirmed could not live without confirmation. You confirmed �gdate�h with you lover. This is confirmation. �gSurely�h confirmation leads you to confirm �gthe date�h. It is because of �gdate�h. �gDate�h without date is not �gDate�h. It shows: �gDate�h such as �gI shall surely die someday�h without date is not �gDate�h. You confirmed �gdate�h with you lover. This is confirmation. And you try to fix the date. But your lover says �gsomeday�h. This is not �gDate�h because it is not confirmation. It shows that you are rejected �gDate�h. It shows that your lover is not lover. However you believe that she (he) is lover. This is nothing but schizophrenic self-contradictory idea. That is why you must live a life with anxiety, agony and finally fear of death That is why you must live a life with discrimination, unfair and wars.

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