Dialogue 288 Where are we? Crucial difference between �gnow�h and �gpresent�h is that �gpresent�h is horizontal time which is not real time but space (scenery) but �gnow�h is vertical time which is real time without linking to �gpast�h nor �gfuture�h. In another expression, �gPresent�h is linking to �gpast�h, a part of �gpast�h and linking to �gfuture�h, a part of �gfuture�h also, but �gnow�h is neither linking to �gpast�h nor �gfuture�h, neither a part of �gpast�h nor �gfuture�h and is complete different world. This is quite different however we misunderstand this is quite the same. That is why we must live with anxiety, agony and finally fear of death. The place where we are is not in the scenery of �gpresent�h outside the window of the train but in the train (the earth) called �gnow�h. We are concerned with �gnow�h but not concerned with �gpresent�h which is linking to �gpast�h and �gfuture�h. However we live in concerning with �gpast/present/future�h. It is same thing like we misunderstand that we live in the world of movie while we just look at the movie. It is same thing like we misunderstand that we live in the world of dream while we just look at the dream. We live with anxiety, agony and finally fear of death and it is same thing like fluctuation between hope and despair by looking at the movie or dream. We riding on the train called �gnow�h fluctuate between hope and despair by looking at the scenery of �gpast/present/future�h outside the window. We riding on the train called �gnow�h can do at �gnow & here�h where and when we are but can not do with things happening at outside the window where we are not. It is impossible for us to do with thing. If we want to do with things happening at outside the window where we are not we have to get off the train. In other words, We must die. Simply saying, We must die if we want to solve the matter of anxiety, agony and finally fear of death. There is no other solution than to die. We have to realize where we are.

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